Monday, June 1, 2009

wha?

where am i? what the hell is going on?

i feel like i'm in a void that is comprised a whole bunch of aspects that result in a tired, uninspired me.

i've been so moody lately and i don't know why. really, i don't. i know i told biff before that i don't like it when people say "i don't know" when you could tell (by the intonations of their voice or their gestures) that they really DO know. but seriously, i wish i knew why. i've been getting annoyed at the stupidest things. and i almost threw a fit when i found out we were switching to fios. when i had no reason to. the hell..?

i feel like i have nothing to look forward to. i find myself going to school MWF. and then when i'm at home i'm either on my computer or taking a nap. since when has my life been THAT mundane? maybe the lack of TV in my room is taking a toll. and maybe verizon can actually get me some cable service in this room, lol. nah but really, usually i have things to look forward to. little things like events and such. but even if there's events, nowadays i just don't look forward to it.

i need inspiration. quite frankly, i don't have it. i don't see it in anyone or anything.

inspire me.

1 comment:

Cianyl Mae said...

Three Words: New Jersey Fair

Some inspiration that you should be proud. I told my mom I didn't like the cleaning in the house and everything and i dont like the way she treats me and my brother and how I was losing my friends one by one cause we were stuck in this house. I told her I hated it here and I miss Jersey City. I told her that since I've been living in the shadow of Marc that they don't even care about the success of me. I told them that they don't appreciate the things I do.

In return, she hugged me and said sorry. At the end, she told me I could get my license as soon as possible.

Inspired to do something you never done before to your parents? cause I just did something I thought I would never do cause I was a wuss.