holy shit.

lol a weird observation. so yesterday, after my godsister's sweet sixteen, i stayed at the hotel with her, her friends, and a couple other godsiblings for the night. we were supposed to watch the sun rise. and it was weird cause, one minute i was seeing the sun just peeking though, and the next moment i remember, the sun was already high in the sky. i had passed out and i didn't even know. ROFL. first time that's happened in a while. i love staying over at the sheraton. haha.


i tend to compare summers i've experienced. and i think 2004 will always be the best summer ever. hehe. but i always tend to remember 2008 as the summer i started working. and i worked monday to friday, 9 to 3. so i didn't have any vacations, really. but what i tend to forget is the beginning of last summer, right when i graduated mcnair. i loved it. why?

the house was bustling with activity. aunts and uncles stayed over. preparations for my (failed) eighteenth bday/grad party were in full swing. the hustle and bustle of it all was just amazing. the fact that each room in this house was filled was awesome. it was always fun having guests over to stay because it broke the monotony of silence in the house. and that first week of july was amazing, we had guests over almost everyday. it was quite the experience. i'll never forget 4th of july (hahah and how my mom offered 10 dollars to each person that got a 99 in magic mic, and we all did ROFL). bianca's grad party that moved to my house, that was really fun.

this year is the exact opposite. with the exception of this past weekend, summer has sucked. i haven't been able to do much. i want to hang out with people but gas and other things limit that. idk, i just miss the beginning of last summer. hopefully this summer will bring new memories that i'll cherish just as much as i cherish the memories of last summer.