awkward.

there was a girl i once knew. we met at an association cotillion type of thing, around two years ago. and we were the best of friends. we always talked to each other. and whatnot. i'll never forget an outing the group had at ... oh, i forgot the place. but she kicked me in the butt out of nowhere and said, "you have a nice butt." LOL. i'll never forget that.

as time went on, we became close. no, we never went out, if that's what you're thinking, but i really liked her. like, almost in love with her. but i chose to stay bestfriend, and i liked it when she was happy, and she was happy when we were together, ofcourse. we were great friends. but she liked a friend of ours much more. she fell head over heels for him. and he was a good person, so why not? they got together. and we stayed best friends. (oh, might i mention, we went from bestfriends to mu. i'll never forget that day either. but whatever.)

about a year afterward, i got a text from her boyfriend. "she wants to break up with me or something, she's been acting shady the last couple of months..." i was totally surprised and upset. i didn't talk to her as often when that happened. so they broke up. and she totally changed. communications were severed between us. i didn't do anything, i guess she needed new company?

now, it's another year after that. and i hadn't seen the girl in a year and a half, almost two years. i was at the fiesta, and lo and behold! look who i saw: the girl and the guy. i guess they were doing fine, i knew that they started talking and such again. and when i saw her, she smiled. but it was the type of smile that was kinda mysterious. i tried to make conversation, but it was really awkward. idk why.

today's her birthday. i greeted her. and she said thanks, bebe. which was weird, because she hadn't responded to any of my comments on myspace or facebook in the past year. i want to open communication between us again, but i don't know how without it being awkward. ehh =(

philippine fiesta, day 2.

wowowee. LOL. that place was MOOORE packed than yesterday! my goodness. basically it was the same thing as yesterday. the only difference was that today, piolo and pops did a duet of "bakit ngayon ka lang" (whereas yesterday pops took someone out of the crowd to do the duet). nothing major. but the crowds. they say it was the biggest fiesta to date. 28,000? something like that. craaaaaazy!

and yes, the guards were back today, and it was kinda weird. my godsisters found out that if they waited outside the room where the stars were, they might have had a chance of going in. but the guards were only letting in the people who were flirting with them. it was kinda depressing. BUT THEN my godsisters ran outside and were able to catch a glimpse of the stars leaving, so they waved. and the stars waved back. i guess that's an acceptable consolation prize.

yeah, i think yesterday was a bit more boring than saturday. i enjoyed saturday more.

philippine fiesta, day 1.

yesterday was the first day of the philippine fiesta. it was a whole lot of fun. i (kinda) worked with bank of america, but i didn't do much. i really just walked around with godsiblings. we saved spots on the side of the stage very early just so that we could have a good view of the stars when they came up. and we got pretty good pictures. but then we were pushed back by some stupid guy who's not even filipino. he was just a guard. that really pissed me off, but whatever. haha but when piolo pascual approached our side, i was (pretty much) bumrushed by all the girls in that side. ouch! that hurt. lol but i think my pictures are pretty good. (those up there are the best of each person that i got.) lol it all ended at around 10pm.

just some random thoughts from the fiesta:
- i couldn't help but be very annoyed at the white guard who was pushing us back. he didn't seem to understand that this was a once-in-a-lifetime thing that may not ever happen again. the filipinos there chose to stay in the states, yet they have a right to miss their homeland, which is a big part of the reason of the fiesta. so he should've just let some things go. it wasn't like the stage was gonna collapse. even the black lady guard was like idunno what he's up to.

- some filipinos, they feel like they're the most important person in the world. when you have (what feels like) 900 million people like that at an autograph signing of a very popular actor (such as piolo pascual), that creates a whole lot of mayhem. and angry people. when piolo and pokwang were signing autographs, i couldn't help but stand back and laugh at all the people there, because they were starting to get mad. why? because they felt that they should get an autograph. and when they get it, their egos just skyrocket. not so good, haha!

- the entrance fee and the food and drinks are way too expensive there. the food and drinks are triple the price! jeez. a combo that would cost 5 dollars otherwise cost 9 dollars at the fiesta. almost double! and then a 20oz can of soda that would cost 50 cents outside cost a whole 2 dollars in the fiesta. QUADRUPLE THE PRICE! crazy.

well, there's another day of the fiesta today. we're going late =( which is kinda why i'm not very happy with my parents right now. it's not like we're doing anything at home either ... oh well.

trying out this mobile thing

I'm blogging from my phone right now. I think that's really cool, that you can do that. Anyway, fiesta is today. I'll post pics later.

my first time on blogger.

hello all! it's my first time on blogger. and EYO! this thing's quite cool! haha. i don't expect many people to be reading this, primarily because i'm going to (try my hardest to) keep this thing a secret. but knowing me, that's not gonna be for a long time. HA! jeez.

summer. i thought that summer was going to be fun! and i guess it was ... but it's so boring! it was okay at first. but after the trip to florida, summer became a bit ... dead. i can't believe it, but i'm looking forward to school.

philippine fiesta is tomorrow and sunday. i don't know if i should go tomorrow, i don't think i want to go alone. we'll see.

until next time ...

update.
EW! they showed a stupid ending for lovers in paris! THEY DIDN'T SHOW THE REAL ENDING =( that's so ... gay.