awkward.

there was a girl i once knew. we met at an association cotillion type of thing, around two years ago. and we were the best of friends. we always talked to each other. and whatnot. i'll never forget an outing the group had at ... oh, i forgot the place. but she kicked me in the butt out of nowhere and said, "you have a nice butt." LOL. i'll never forget that.

as time went on, we became close. no, we never went out, if that's what you're thinking, but i really liked her. like, almost in love with her. but i chose to stay bestfriend, and i liked it when she was happy, and she was happy when we were together, ofcourse. we were great friends. but she liked a friend of ours much more. she fell head over heels for him. and he was a good person, so why not? they got together. and we stayed best friends. (oh, might i mention, we went from bestfriends to mu. i'll never forget that day either. but whatever.)

about a year afterward, i got a text from her boyfriend. "she wants to break up with me or something, she's been acting shady the last couple of months..." i was totally surprised and upset. i didn't talk to her as often when that happened. so they broke up. and she totally changed. communications were severed between us. i didn't do anything, i guess she needed new company?

now, it's another year after that. and i hadn't seen the girl in a year and a half, almost two years. i was at the fiesta, and lo and behold! look who i saw: the girl and the guy. i guess they were doing fine, i knew that they started talking and such again. and when i saw her, she smiled. but it was the type of smile that was kinda mysterious. i tried to make conversation, but it was really awkward. idk why.

today's her birthday. i greeted her. and she said thanks, bebe. which was weird, because she hadn't responded to any of my comments on myspace or facebook in the past year. i want to open communication between us again, but i don't know how without it being awkward. ehh =(