maybe i should stop giving myself hope. because it's my fault anyway. i didn't do anything when i had the chance, and then when i did grow the balls to even think about doing something, my window of opportunity closed. sure, it probably wouldn't hurt to tell her, but for what else? i want to give up.
but something won't let me. i can't figure out what it is. maybe it's the fact that i see her often. maybe the fact that summer's coming up might help. but then again i don't think it will. mostly because she's planning on taking the same class i am.
i'm a loser who reads aim logs all the time.
her: how was your day?
me: i'll be cheesy and say it was mundane without you :]
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her: aww you're too sweet!
me: be careful and don't get too addicted; diabetes is rampant now.
oy vey. cheesy me had the chance. *slams head against wall
2 comments:
aww, richard =/ you never know.. i think you should tell her. at least you'll at least know for sure, yaknow? chin up, biffle.
yo richard... i don't know whats going on, but just take a chance. life's all about risk. if it doesnt turn out your way, then press on with no regrets. its always the "what if"s that suck the most.
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