bittersweet symphony.

i finished finals yesterday, and so far i can't complain with the grades. B in calc & thermo, and A in design. i'm waiting on circuits and E&M... really anxious about those.

i really couldn't wait for school to end, but it sucks that all my friends had to move back to their homes. we promised we'd see each other A LOT over the summer but plans fall through a lot. but i'm really gonna try to get all of us together, esp for the fair =) =) =)

it's cool though, me, walker, james, jkim, jenn, and deonne are still in jersey city. i know i'll be seeing them a LOT. hahaha.

i'm really excited for the summer though. i really wanna reconnect with mcnair friends that i haven't seen in forever. i love college, but i really miss the people i used to hang out with... i hang out with steph and linda every now and then, but people like peter chu, cindy, christine, hongju, unicel, fani, etc, etc... i miss them.

and this summer, i hope to hang out with DSP more. cause like, we barely hung out during the year. five of us are in college! LOL so i was talking to bea and jess in the car, and i told them to get me a rutgers and kean sticker. and i think imma tell paola to get me a NSC sticker, mia should get me a NJCU one, and chris should def get me a SHU one. i figure i'm keeping the X5 for a LONG time, so might as well honor DSP with our colleges on the trunk! =)

so yesterday, i helped walker and james move out of palmer and into an apartment on fairmount. five round trips total >< 3 yesterday, 2 today. AND i helped bea move out of rutgers. crazy stuff. at least i got cheesecake factory in the end :D

a while back, there was a picture survey thing on facebook that was going around. and i took it. and one of the questions was to look for a picture that made my heart hurt.

if i were to take that quiz now, it would be any picture from davis 314. for almost ten months, that place was my second home, my refuge... the end of the semester was really bittersweet, cause i really wanted classes to end, but i never wanted school to end. here comes the cheesy part...

dedications.
there's a song i was listening to just now. it's by adele; it's called make you feel my love. and i think it describes our friendship perfectly..

when the rain is blowing in your face, and the whole world is on your case, i could offer you a warm embrace to make you feel my love. when the evening shadows and the stars appear, and there is no one there to dry your tears, i could hold you for a million years to make you feel my love.

as you all already know, we've only been best friends for 'phase 2' for only about a month now. i'll always regret being stubborn and stupid, cause i missed out on a lot of things. i left her at her weakest, and i think i'll always partly blame myself for her rough start to the semester. but i'm glad we've worked things out. i talk to this girl every night on aim, and each night we learn something new, whether it's about each other, or about our relationships. i think that is the definition of a perfect friendship. perfect. and it's better than 'phase 1' in every way.

biff, you and i know that each of us is going to have our own relationships with other people, but in the end, we'll always have each other to be the other's backbone & strength. thank you for everything.


this one was unexpected. at the beginning of the first semester, i did something i never should've done. it's nothing more than a lesson learned now, but for a long time, she hated me for it. (i don't like it when she jokes about it now, though. =/) but this semester, i think we grew a lot closer. it always ends up being me, her, and her boyfriend in the dorm, but it's never awkward and i'm never treated like a third wheel. and we always go out =) like random drives to secaucus or mitsuwa or anywhere.

and really, if it wasn't for her, i'd have no friends at stevens. and i wouldn't have a group of people that i could call family. =)

mae, i love you to death. thank you for everything xD and here's to the summer and the FAIR!


those are the two people that have impacted my stevens life the most. i have other people to thank, such as tons of people from humphries, and the boyfriends of those two girls and their friends. together, they have all shaped up a great foundation for the rest of my 5 years at stevens =)


i got really lazy at the end of this, can you tell? LOL.