words

"it's only words, and words are all i have to take your heart away."


words are nothing but groups of syllables put together; syllables are nothing but letters put together. so words are nothing but groups of letters. we learn to use sounds to try to say these words. but words are, inherently, highly organized gibberish.

so why do these words i hear always have such an impact on me?

i found out that i fall for words. conversations on aim, over the phone, or in person have the power to make me feel bubbly. (so do the simplest gestures; if a girl surprises me by hugging me from the back, i melt. but that's a different story.) i love it when a girl and i have serious conversations that end up with her saying "i love you." or when she i/m's me and says "i miss you." words like that make me feel good. words like that make me fall for them. words like that are my kryptonite.

last night, i had a conversation with a certain someone. it was quick. but we argued about who loved & missed the other more. and yeah, i probably won't ever have a chance with her, but it made me feel good. it might have made me fall for her again. i wish i wasn't so weak with words.